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A Dark Place to Think

by Jerusha Rai

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1.
Sirens 03:01
lullaby for madmen can't separate the song from silence when the sacred breath is dancing and its time my blood as ink a dark place to think and echoes of silence blood runs thick mud and sticks you come out of hiding sai sai! sai sai! when the sea cradles me i won't float corals on my body and the moon in throat
2.
take a fistful of sand let it slip through your hand if you want to be free say after me i'm a stranger to this place i'm a stranger to this time i'm a stranger to my lover i'm a stranger to my mind
3.
Little Gods 02:38
i have heard a trumpet player where the son of man was hung breathe out lightening and lillies with his giant lungs and the tears of a woman breathe a luminous melody primordial hum you could trace their ancestry all the way back to the sun you could enter the light tightrope walking that ringing wire devil, devil setting souls afire i have heard the desert woman counting grains of sand covered in viscous heat her throat and her hands lift in song her desert tales rain maker wash our sins away
4.
Wolverine 05:07
the sun sets and the curtains fall i lie down and i bend his will i let my body do the talking just for a night a cheap thrill just for a man who promised much and done so very little and though my feet be set upon the royal mighty hill and though my hands be reeking of your hundred dollar bills even when my cup runs over i wont have had my fill i wont have had my fill and through the night i hear him call no bottomless pit is too deep for me i feel the whip, the nails, the thorns i hear my brothers and sisters weeping now there's this sign against my wall says grace is free but is not cheap
5.
Parade 04:54
i once knew an old nun she had hands like shards of ice i once knew a jazz pianist he had hands like flowing water i once knew a phantom child it had hands like rising vapour soon, soon i'll join that wondrous parade of all, all the things the good lord has made i once knew a single mother she had hands like plastic flowers she used to adorn her daughter's room with i once knew a supreme court judge he had hands like rotten paper in archives soaking up murderous ink and i once knew a prostitute she had hands like wet cardboard she used to build herself a home in soon, soon i'll join that wondrous parade of all, all the things the good lord has made sleep is defeat stay up and swallow the faces the night hours bring and what do mornings in your room look like faces turned to dust dancing in the sunlight and rage takes energy eat your breakfast, read poetry say i know myself better than you say doo daa dada do da dada do see how the world keeps on moving without you say ahh what a relief, say doo da dada doo
6.
Sway 02:25
i sway in the darkness of my one bedroom apartment to the rhythm of the dripping faucets to the rhythm of the ticking clock to the rhythm of the lovers upstairs i sway around the boxes i live out of and pause to ponder at the emptiness of the photo frames at the emptiness of the silence now at the emptiness of the lovers upstairs
7.
Someone ran a tractor through the clouds while everyone was sleeping last night the moon was ready to yield and the stars did not put up a fight i was woken up by the emptiness of my bedside i thought i heard someone stirring outside i wiped away the last shred of dream from my eye i made up my mind to follow the farmer the sky farmer in the sky take me to where time does not apply farmer in the sky i know why you took to the sky i saw you growing up from black and white to shades of grey its funny how you still claim things will get clearer day by day mister farmerman aren't you tired of being so free somedays i swear i could do anything anyone would ask of me

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released November 9, 2018

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Jerusha Rai New York, New York

Jerusha Rai of the Kirati First peoples of South Asia is a songwriter and a music producer. She has been experimenting with folk and roots sounds, blending in hypnotic, psychedelic sensibilities. Her albums Sunsaan (2019) and A Dark Place to Think (2016), both deal with Indigenous identity, displacement and spirituality from a deeply intimate space. ... more

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